Hey guys. I've been MIA here for a bit. Didn't stop creating content! I just got burnt on the shorts grind and slid into live streams over on the .tv spot 👀. That changes now. I'm dialing shorts and long-form videos back in. OH, and streaming on YouTube as well!

Yeah, YouTube makes simple stuff weird when you're starting. Which can be daunting starting out. That's a me thing, not a you thing. I'm learning, and I'm at the point where I can juggle streaming, making videos, and actually growing a community I'm proud of. I think something I am most proud of are the moments of triumph I have shared with many of you.

My favorite moments are when it seems like all the cards have been dealt and we have a losing hand, just to pull a sneaky double steal at the end of a losing round of World Tour! Or riding a cash box down 3 flights as we just barely get the last second steal off to win the game! Absolute mayhem! You guys body blocking those last ditch attempts to take my head off! Yikes!

None of this is possible without you guys, the people I play with. Folks who love the game, want the W, and carry that "make them earn it" mindset. I see too many lobbies where the minute things go sideways people toss the towel. NO MOFO! TRY! Try, anything is better than landing back in the lobby by yourself.

That's the energy I want here. Play till the end. Try something different. I get the cheating, and I understand the unfair power dynamics, but sometimes, sometimes the absolute sweetest victories are when you stick through it and come out on top. It's not every time, hell it's not even half a percent of the time, but it's definitely not 0. And I think that's worth the effort.

First year out of the military has been a trip. School, life, starting over, figuring out who I am without the uniform. Things clicked for me one night after a run of absolute mayhem in THE FINALS: Why don't I just apply myself, nothing is standing in my way except my perception of how things may or may not turn out. No, winning some crazy games in THE FINALS didn't give me the "ah ha" moment, it was me taking a moment to drink some of my own kool-aid for once.

So I stopped waiting. I posted the first videos and really started pushing (pun intended). I've stumbled and learned a lot, but I've never felt better than when I create something I enjoy and seeing you all enjoy it too is pretty sick. The time and effort put into this is mind bending for something that seems like just booting up a camera and playing some games. I hope I will continue to put out better content to show improvements I've made. Two of those being this site, and our server T-2319 where i hope to continue to bring you guys more to the table than shorts and poorly done overlays on my streams. Stick around, who knows?

Nothing is set in stone. You write your story. Game or not, don't quit. Play till the end. Encourage others around you to do the same. I will keep doing the same. You have my word.

Plan: shorts and vids are coming back, streams keep rolling, and the community stays about effort, respect, and making them work for it. If you're down to try, adapt, and back your squad, you're home. I am happy to have you. If you need some extra convincing check out my stream schedule and come play some games with me. Let's see what we can make happen!

Thank you, to everyone who's been in the trenches, who dove in headfirst, who accepted a healthy dose of FAFO and kept pushing anyway. I owe you all a debt of gratitude. To the new folks, welcome. I'm humbled. I'll lead by example.